FINDING MYSELF...

First workout with my @sweat app.

God this feels weird to write but I cried after I did this... the reason is because I am just so unhappy.

I am so unhappy with how I look and where I am at in my life.

I cried because this workout was hard for me and it made me realize how I have not been taking care of myself at all for a long time. I don't know if I post this and keep doing this, if it will help me be more accountable for taking care of myself or if this will help anyone else who is at the start like I am but I hope it does...

https://video.wixstatic.com/video/fad499_3ab200d41c194e2aa41368617096be0a/1080p/mp4/file.mp4