2022

2022... I hope 2022 is ready to knock it our of the park this year, considering the last 2 years of absolute dumpster fire we are expecting ALOT!

First, how did I get here? Honestly, these past couple years have been hard, I know I am not alone in that feeling. This past year literally broke me, I have never in my life felt that way before, I won't even describe it to you because I just don't want to reflect on that emotion for very long. But in short, my mental health, my marriage, my feeling of worth was holding on by a thread. Things had to change, I had to change my mindset. I started to realize that I would continue to feel this way if I didn't change anything. I have read and heard people say that nothing happens when you stay in your comfort zone. If you are wanting to change, you can not do the same things over and over again. You will go in a circle and never get to where you want to go. I was so sick of my circle. I decided I was just going to go for all of the things that I had wanted to do for so long but was always so fearful to do them. I remember thinking, if something happened to me and I was reflecting on my life would I be happy with it? Or would I be thinking " I wish I would've just tried"...

So I am trying everything, literally doing it all. I have this version of myself in my mind that I want to be and I am not stopping until I get to her. I owe it to her, I owe it to my daughters to see me strong and happy and that you are capable of everything. You are capable of becoming everything you've ever wanted, you just have to get out of your own way first...

So as my first blog post I wanted to just quickly write a little catch up on how I got here, I can't wait to share my life full of positivity and happiness with each and everyone of you here for the same thing!